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[07 Dec 2004|12:50pm] |
okay. i got my comments for the last entry. but somehow my entry was BA-LEETED so i will answer your questions here
In response to mandy : it's not that easy , wish it was
In response to brook : think about how many guys i've really "been" with and it's not shawn so i'm sure you can figure it out.
In response to ola : it's a new restaurant opening down by the water off old dixie, right behind bare bones and next to shrimper's if you know where they are.
<3
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[07 Dec 2004|12:45pm] |
FINZ called me back ... meeting with ADAM tomorrow. - fantastic
i dyed my hair. <3 it's a light golden brown , but over my darker brownish color it came out in a pretty shade of red with golden highlights. i've never seen my hair look so pretty.
i want a fish tank. and i'm going to name my fishies really cool names.
i wish i could stop thinking about someone. i feel really lousy when i think about him.
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yeah. i wish
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[06 Dec 2004|11:09pm] |
FINZ called me back ... meeting with ADAM tomorrow. - fantastic
i dyed my hair. <3 it's a light golden brown , but over my darker brownish color it came out in a pretty shade of red with golden highlights. i've never seen my hair look so pretty.
i want a fish tank. and i'm going to name my fishies really cool names.
i wish i could stop thinking about someone. i feel really lousy when i think about him.
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yeah. i wish
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[04 Dec 2004|04:36pm] |
started at shrimper's today
i never thought that anyone could be more bitchy than the customer's at publix.
sheesh.
oh well. this second job will do just dandy for now , unless FINZ calls me back, then i'm gone in a heart beat. just tell me to jump and i'll ask how high. esp. for $8 an hour compared to a measly $6.50
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[21 Nov 2004|05:17pm] |
heard music last night, followed it and it led us to some of the most amazing people that i hadn't seen in FOREVER. at first it seemed like it was just a large group of people that i didn't know. but then i saw eric creedon, then it looked hopeless again. till i saw cindy. and then i was like OMG fred must be here. and then like the lights shining down from heaven. there he was ... FRED MARCH himself. and boy did he have LONG ass hair. woah. and then ... and then and then and then. the most amazing thing in the world happened. i saw EMO TIM and NICK DEITZ. and i was like WOAH. a dsc project show !!!!!!! but it wasn't, as i soon found out after i had a tearful reunion with those two, 6 fingered tim came up behind me and told me that he thought i had died. then he told me that it was emo tim and nick's new band called "tea bag" which is really funny if you know what it means. AND THEN ... we started talking shit about someone and that person was like RIGHT behind us. haha. ew. AND THEN !!!! shawn pointed out little amy and i was like OMG. and then we talked and the best thing of the whole show happened right as they started to play. i saw little bobby ! and he looked really hot with his mohawk <3 woot woot. unfortunately though, tea bag wasn't as good as DSC so we decided to leave.
and then we went bowling and that was really fun like always <33333
was going to get drunk with mandy and her sister, but jess made a fool out of mandy and herself at another party so needless to say, mandy wasn't in a partying mood any longer.
oh well. fed meeko and joeys and went to bed <3
thanks to shawn for an awesome night
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[15 Nov 2004|02:04pm] |
i got another sugar glider <3 he's a boy but we didn't name him yet. since i named meeko i'm going to let shawn name him.
YAY babies !!!
(except he's just a baby himself) haha
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[27 Oct 2004|01:44pm] |
wow.
i knew i supported Kerry, but i didn't know that it was this much
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[24 Oct 2004|07:04pm] |
i want you to want me i need you to need me i'd love you to love me
shawn <3
*sigh*
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[06 Sep 2004|11:06am] |
i'm so okay. i'm so o-fucking-kay.
my house is fine and so is my aunts where we stayed. clean up is such a bitch. but i'm happy to be alive and have a home. i can't even imagine the people that don't have somewhere to go home to. and they're in my prayers. as awful as it sounds. i hope that it's not any of my friends. a huge palm tree fell in our driveway and thank god i moved my car. =/
it was so scary. i couldn't sleep for 1/2 of saturday night when the worst part of it came through. i lost my cell phone signal about midnight saturday night and didn't get it back till like 7 last night.
i hope everyone is okay and safe and has somewhere to rest their head tonight. i miss everyone and i can't wait till i can get to stuart/port st. lucie to see everyone.
i love you and please keep safe. if anyone reads this and was in the affected area. please call my cell and let me know that you're okay 486-8206
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[01 Sep 2004|04:01pm] |
i just wanted everyone to know that everything is not o-fucking-kay and that includes me.
i'm going to miss all of my friends. and i'm going to think about them every moment. but at least most everyone i know is making an effort to get the fuck out of here.
unfortunately my baby is going to stay in st. lucie county really close to ft. pierce in a fucking trailer. he thinks i'm being paranoid but i'm really scared for him. maybe i'll feel a little bit better but not much at all if he decides to stay in st. lucie or stuart but in a more secure structure.
i'm so scared that i'm going to be 30-40 miles away from him with no power and no phone lines and on top of that the cell phone satillites will all be jammed from people trying to use their cell phones. scared that i wont know if he's okay for quite a long while. i want to be with him or him to be with me but i can't ask him to abandon his family to be with me and i can't leave my mom.
fuck you frances. i hate you. go harass some other country
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[29 Aug 2004|05:19pm] |
i named my glider !
her name is meeko cuz she reminds me of the racoon from pocahontas
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[29 Aug 2004|04:21pm] |
my baby bought me a sugar glider and i love her to death. she hasn't bonded to me yet but i cant wait until she does. you should see her , she's beautiful. and i love my baby for getting her for me. now we're looking for a male for her so she won't be lonely. and that probably means babies so let me know if you want one and when this magical thing happens maybe i'll sell one to you =)
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[23 Aug 2004|09:20pm] |
i love my life. and for once i think i'm enjoying it the way that i should be.
( ... )
thankyou
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[15 Aug 2004|07:10pm] |
Dear Live Journal ,
i really have no use for you anymore. you only generate drama for everyone in the world to see when it was only intended to make someone see how i feel. you can never make someone understand. and if you can't do it , i wont ever be able to either.
so in conclusion. i'm breaking up with you. i still love you but please know that this is for the best.
goodbye
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[15 Aug 2004|03:51pm] |
wow.
I HURD ERETHANG YEWWW SAIIID
<3
HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY VANESSA BRIANNE ORDONEZ
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[14 Aug 2004|05:42pm] |
i haven't updated in a long time and frankly i'm okay with that. and i'm sure most of you dont care anyways.
i've been in my own little world lately and i've been really happy. i guess i just really didn't need the drama of LJ looming around my head everytime i turned on my internet. haha. it gets kinda lame sometimes.
i went to orientation for college with mandy the other day and there was a tornado in ft. pierce where we were. haha. that's funny. i spent $ 400 fucking dollars on books for 5 classes it's fucking rediculous.
someone's got a boyfriend now. and i know who it is. but they haven't told me yet. i guess it's not important. and i think that someone needs to grow up and start doing things on their own. we're 18 now for gods sake. i just wish that me and some of my friends weren't only called upon when it was convenient. oh well. i don't let it get to me anymore. i'm better than that and i'm not going to be pulled around on a string. i'm sorry if the person doesn't realize that they're doing it. but it's not just one person who feels the same way. i know because many of them have told me the same thing and it just happened to be the same way i've felt for years.
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[31 Jul 2004|09:38am] |
WARPED TOUR !!!!
if shawn would ever freaking get here
oh he's here ...
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[27 Jul 2004|03:58pm] |
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they changed photobucket like WOAH !!!
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[27 Jul 2004|07:26am] |
wonderful words of wisdom to stacey on her 17th birthday.
To The Most Beautiful Girl I Know On Her Birthday ,
i can't believe it's only been about 4 1/2 years that i've known you. we've accomplished wayyy too much in our friendship to fit into 4 1/2 years. i'm sorry that we've had to go through some of things that we have and we haven't been that close in recent times. but i remember those times when we were close. trips to north carolina , trying to figure out why this "wolf" was chasing us , discovering where justin timberlake had been inspired to get "corn rows". hah. remember when we tried to trick your dad with an "april fools" joke and we switched around the entire house. and he was just like "hey stacey." when he got home. and then he goes "where's my soap?" lmfao. i remember dancing around in your house when no one was home and playing sims for like 928743984732 hours straight. oh man we loved that game. things got all screwed up somewhere along the line. and i miss you oh so much , not just because i'm 30 miles away from you. because i think i've missed you for the past 2 or 3 years , when our friendship started to slip away. and i'm so regretful that it did. because you were an amazing friend to me. and you still are. and i'm just so glad that you and i never lost that special something. that held us together and bonded us as friends. i don't think we will ever lose the heart and soul of the friendship we created so long ago. and i hope not. because even if you're not sitting on a porch with me drinking cofee and we don't marry best friends , you're still the same stacey that i met 4 1/2 years ago. i see that stacey inside of you. and i know you've grown up and matured and so have i. but none of us ever really lose what's inside of us. our childhood and adolescent years. those are the memories we cherish. i love you stacey and i wish you the best of luck in everything. i hope i'm around to see it all. and i hope you find someone to make you truly happy. it's a gift and when you do find it. hold onto it with everything you have , don't force him to stick around , but don't do anything to ruin it. it's amazing and when you have it , you won't have to wonder if "he's the one" because you'll know you'll just know.
i love you stacey ann kuze
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY</h5>
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